one and only.

Sunday, January 31, 2010 3:41 PM

woo

Yesterday

went to lib

with shazlin,wani

asyraf,aliff.

have lots of fun there

talk craps

actually went there

for discussing about TDG

but no plug thingy.

laughing

eat

Mcd

yummy!

went back home

around 6 smtg

thats all

azilaluvlolly

phrase? poem? whatever!

"no matter what happens between us, I just want to let you know that I’ll always have a piece of you in my heart. I’ll care about you and want the best for you. You deserve more than the world would ever be able to give you; but I hope that you get what you’ve wanted all of these years. No matter what happens between us; I will always love you as my friend! "(copy and paste ) lol!! (originally from runawaytrain)

shud shud!! love ur phrase? letter? whatever! gorgeous!

cheers!

azilaluvlolly

Tuesday, January 26, 2010 10:14 PM

HELP ME FIND LOVE CAUSE LOVE IS OVERDUE

It seems like so much is going wrong.

It seems like hope is gone.

Monday, January 25, 2010 6:44 PM

WINGS TO FLY..

How can I always lend a hand
But ignore the cries within myself
It brings me joy to bring you a smile
But my emptiness still sits up on the shelf

Inside my heart will always bleed
But I will never let it be shown on my face
Only the tear that falls down my cheek
Will give you a glimpse, a shadow, a trace

I suffocate when I try to breathe
The chains you gave won't let my body go
I have dreams, and needs, and wants
My body is numb, I think maybe you should know

I struggle with my demons each day
You feed them while you slowly watch me die
Please let me be and please set me free
I want to smile as I look up at the sky

I want the moon to brighten the night
I want the clouds to pass me on by
I want the stars to guide me to heaven
And I want wings to life me and fly

aku menyesal..

aku menyesal sgt dgn sume ini

aku tak sepatut nyer bilang dier.

skrg dier dah mcm gitu.

aku rase dier da lain.

aku tak nak ni sume.

aku cube lupekan dier aku tak leh.

aku tak tau.

aku menyesal sgt.

kalau la time ni leh balik semule.

aku tak nak nii semua.

byk kesakitan dan kepedihan yg aku rase di hati ini.

aku rase mcm nak pekik aje,

aku tak nak ni semua.

aku rase pelik, paisey sgt.

semua org mcm beri harapan kat dier.

abeh aku kat situ cume rase sakit hati

tgk dorang mcm gitu.

cume allah aje yg tau.

semua org tgk mcm happy je dgn dier,

aku? terpakse pendam nii semua..

aku tak nak nii semua!

aku sedih,

word sedih tu mcm lebih dari sedih!

aku tak leh tahan.

aku terpakse rela kan dier sebagaimane aku rela kan teman2 ku

biar dorang happy.

jgn risau ttg aku..

mungkin ini lah yg terbaik untuk aku.

insya'allah aku leh lupekan dier

tapi aku tak nak lupe kan persahabatan yg kiter jalani skrg ini

tapi aku need time.

azilaluvlolly

Sunday, January 24, 2010 7:15 PM

fun!

just now

went to shaz's hse

study-ing

haha.

fun

hope wani is there

no fun eh without her

lol..

webcaming?

no way.

singing? yes of course!

random song.

eat?

chicken rice

yummy,

awesome!

haha

went back home.

lol..

thats all.

azilaluvlolly.

Wednesday, January 20, 2010 7:25 PM

phew..

just now,

got cmpcrt

1530h

but i, syraf and fatin

went to DNT remedial

until

1630

then we do our cmp crft thingy..

bla bla..

so tired

the sun is very hot

make my skin hot and dark

lol.

that time aliff is not in the mood

so i was like ' haiya'

cause he always make people laugh

but dont know the reason why

he like that.

lol..

so..

go home

went to shop nearby

ask Sol to take my purse.

then something happen

he ran away with my wallet

i have to catch him

before he saw my IC..

my face look totally ugly in there.

its quite embarrassing.

i hate it TOTALLY !

hhaa.. i act angry with Sol..

he looks so... haha!

went back straight after that

cause my dad smsing me

so im in the rush.

lol..

thats all...

azilaluvlolly

Tuesday, January 19, 2010 5:40 PM

love me

I wanna someone to love me
For who I am
I wanna someone to need me
Is that so bad?
I wanna break all the madness
But that’s all I have
But I wanna someone to love me
For who I am

Nothing makes sense anymore
Nothing is right when you’re gone
Loosing my breath and loosing my right to be wrong
I’m frightened that I won’t be strong

Sunday, January 17, 2010 3:33 PM

Awesome

Awesome

just now

went to JP with my bro

bought a new bag

Miss Options!

Options bag!

Full of Options man!

Not too cheap,

Not too expensive,

Its fine!

went to Mac

ate

Yummy

bought Battery too

for what?

KPO only!

gee

azilaluvlolly

Saturday, January 16, 2010 8:29 PM

whatever spammer!

ntg to say to the SPAMMERS

advise :

just go on with ur LIFE and stop DISTURBING others

you are just WASTING UR TIME.

you are so STUPID that whatever you SPAM

my FRIENDS will ALWAYS there for me,

and to REPLY whatever you said to me and my friend.

now GO HOME, and SEE URSELF in the MIRROR

ask urself

did you get any GOOD things if you SPAM others?

if NO.. try to BEHAVE urself and dont let me or

other people to get ANGRY with you.. cause we dont have TIME

TO ENTERTAIN YOU AND UR BULLSHIT SPAM, as a NOT IMPORTANT PERSON!

did YOU GET ME?GOOD! NOW GO AWAY!

azilaluvlolly!

Wednesday, January 13, 2010 9:59 PM

hey

for today

just gonna post

about my npcc stuff

at about 1500 hr

got camp craft comp training

haha..

tie knots and lashing

1800 hr

went to GKPH

but some stuff for my DNT things

haha

went to mac.

ate fries

share with my NP friends

ntg interesting about my blog..

lol..

went back with asyraf, aliff, solihin

accompany me untill level 5

at my blk..

haha

lol..

reach home..

pics... look up!

azilaluvlolly

Tuesday, January 12, 2010 6:55 PM

woo..

candid seh..

only got his and asyraf face

haha the girls...?

no way.. too candid then shy shy

spec? haa

just now stay back at sch

with shaz, zwani,syraf and lyff

we had a great time thre

talking craps

laughing

record videos

take pictures

haha

then

suddenly miss Ng

came to us

gave us a box or something la

of strawberry biscuits

so we eat lor..

haha

we ate until the table and the floor

so messy

then shazlin

start the ghost topic

so i was like freak out

imagination gone wild

when time to go home

ask aliff to accompany me

go home

thanks aliff

ur great friend

hee

azilaluvlolly

woo..

Sunday, January 10, 2010 6:42 PM

pic..!

just now

went to GP

with shazlin, and nurul

took pics

thats all

before that

at home,

try to

perm my hair..

its a success!

but a bit messy

first time mah!

my first goal

at the champ's book

already done..

left 99 goal..! heee!

this is the last day of the workshop pic.

miss the so much!

Wednesday, January 6, 2010 7:17 PM

whoosh!

gee!

today

went to MI

school workshop.

quite fun.

i luv it.

so cold.

air conditioner mah.

cool instructor.

luv it.

but a bit tiring.

came back from there

about 5.

have a lot fun playing

hula race and many more.

took some pictures at MI

candid..!

sec 3 camp!

good luck Syafik, Aliff and Shud.

have fun there.

tomorrow

going to MI again.

wearing school uniform.

bring PE T-shirt there.

so ciow! gee!

azilaluvlolly

Sunday, January 3, 2010 5:24 PM

2ND JANUARY

yesterday,

my alif's birthday

celebrating

cakes

and more

so yummy!!

gee..!

brought for him

race controlled car..

so happy!

now he is playing..

wtsv!

aww..

im soo jealous!

got so many present!

gee

azilaluvlolly

Friday, January 1, 2010 1:45 PM

YEAR 2010

happy new year

singapore!

i hope 2010

will be a great year for me!

cant wait for 30 july!

why?

because im gonna be

16.

and that's mean

SWEET 16!!

then at about

11 something

aliff msg me

he feels so bored

and ask me to call him

ok then i said

i called him

and talk to him

haha

talk to him while

he jalan2 at sentosa.

because?

shud and her friend

swimming at the beach

aww...

so alone !

he doesn't

wants to get wet

so he walk around

aww poor thing!

i think by now

they are watching

movie..

hee!

azilaluvlolly